Line And Line

Hey everyone! I told you before that I want to design some styles and I've made it. Even though I'm not really like fashion and I'm not a fashion big fans, but I think design a style is a fun thing. Alright, here it is.



Well, I know you guys could do better than me. I'm a beginner and I never thought being a fashion designer before. I'm not a professional one but I believe that practice makes perfect. Toodles all :)

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Broken Hearted Poem

You used to say that I was an angel
You used to say that I was the princess
You used to say that I was the perfect one

You held my hands every time
This hair you touched all the time
11 p.m the time we had a phone call

But now you're gone, leaving me alone
Do you know how much  love you
But it's all over now

3 months you've been with her
You hold her hands 
Like the way you did to me
You say all the romantic words to her
And leave me alone
In this dark way, hopeless, and desperate
And I promise...
I won't love you forever...

- Cindy...
http//www.twitter.com/itsc1ndy
http://www.facebook.com/cindy.wangsajayafull





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I Miss Blogging

Hi, Bloggers! It took a very long time to re - decorate my blog and finally I choose this template. Huh... I try not to find the complicated one and I choose this one. 

Well, I guess I will change this blog. I try to study how to design styles, even though I'm not a fashion lover and I don't really like fashion, but I love drawing so I think it would be fun to sketch some cool styles. 

Alright everyone, see you :)

http://www.twitter.com/itsc1ndy




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My Experience about Sleep Paralysis

Hi everyone! Right now I'm going to talk about sleep paralysis that I had. It's not the first time I had it. I have had sleep paralysis for about more than 3 times, and the first time happened when I was about 10/11 years old.

It was night, for about 11 a.m or 12 p.m. (I don't know exactly) 

I was lying on my bed. There was my elder sister beside me, and my younger sister was sleeping on the other bed which was under my bed's. I couldn't sleep. I was trying to sleep. I didn't feel comfortable at that time. I just want to open my eyes, because I still couldn't sleep even though I close my eyes. Everyone was sleeping, except me. Well, sometimes I couldn't sleep during the sleep time, but I believed that I didn't have insomnia. It's just a sleep disorder I thought.

I had to sleep. I knew that it wouldn't be good for my health if I tried not to sleep. I wouldn't concentrate during school time on the next day. That's why, I lay my body in the supine position, trying to sleep. But suddenly, I had a dream, a very weird dream, and I thought it wasn't logical.

My younger sister and I was walking along a dark straight road. It was so dark and there was only us there. We didn't meet any people there. There was just us - my sister and I. Suddenly, she asked me to see. I didn't know what she was asking about, but I thought that she asked me to see if there was or wasn't any ghosts. I didn't have an ability to see ghost, so I was getting extremely confused at that time. Just then, that dream was lost. And I...

I realized that I was backed to my dream. I realized that I was lying on my bed, but there was something really annoyed and made me felt afraid. I couldn't move my body. I even couldn't move my finger! It was so hard! I felt so weak. Then, I felt that there was something who pushed me. It didn't let me go! I felt so panicked and exhausted. It seemed like I got trapped in a very small room. My face, my hands, and my leg were like bounded by a extremely strong rope. It was so hard to take a breath. 

I prayed to God. I tried to awake, but I still couldn't. I couldn't open my eyes, and I felt so tired. Every time I tried to be strong, I felt weak, very weak. Weaknesses took all of my energy. I got ready to wake my self up. I counted 1 until 3, and I tried to move my body! It didn't work and really wasted my energy and I felt totally limp. I tried it again, but it still didn't work. Being pushed like that, it made me feel so weak and desperated. I didn't know what I should do.

I got cold sweat. But suddenly, I realized something. I had to strengthen my heart, not my body. Because every time I strengthen my body, it would make me weak. I tried to believe in myself and felt confident. I prepared myself, and counted 1 until 3. I moved my body hardly. And suddenly, I thanked to God because I awake. But I still felt weak and didn't believe what had happened. I was lying on my bed, but I still didn't want to move my body. I felt a little bit shocked and afraid. But suddenly I tried to move it. I felt so thirsty, so I decided to take a glass of water. I didn't want to sleep at that time, but stayed up all night would disturb my school activites. So, I decided to go to my parents' bedroom and slept there.

Until now, researchers still can't explain what things that causes sleep paralysis. Is it because of evil or just a scientific problem. Because some people sometimes hear footsteps and see evils,  but I wasn't. Some people felt lucky and happy while having sleep paralysis because lead to astral projection or out of body experiences.  I'll see you Guys later :D











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Sleep Paralysis Part 1 (About Sleep Paralysis)

Alright, Guys. I think some of you might know about sleep paralysis, but some of you might not know about it. So, I'm going to talk about what sleep paralysis is.

What is Sleep Paralysis?
According to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis , Sleep Paralysis is paralysis associated with sleep that may occur in normal subjects or be associated with narcolepsy, cataplexy, and hypnagogic hallucinations. The pathsophysiology of this condition is closely related to the normal hypotonia that occur during REM sleep. When considered to be a disease, isolated sleep paralysis is classified as MeSH D020188.[2] Some evidence suggests that it can also, in some cases, be a symptom of migraine.

What are the possible causes?
Many people who commonly enter sleep paralysis also suffer from narcolepsy. In African Americans, panic disorder occurs with sleep paralysis more frequently than in Caucasians.[12] Some reports read that various factors increase the likelihood of both paralysis and hallucinations. These include:

1. Sleeping in a face upwards or supine position.
2. Irregular sleeping schedules; naps, sleeping in, sleep deprivation.
3. Increased stress.
4. Sudden environmental/lifestyle changes.
5. A lucid dream that immediately precedes the episode.
6. Excessive consumption of alcohol coupled with lack of adequate sleep.

The Treatment?
Treatment starts with patient education about sleep stages and about the muscle atonia that is typically associated with REM sleep. For most healthy individuals, avoiding chronic sleep deprivation is enough to relieve symptoms. It is recommended that patients be evaluated for narcolepsy if symptoms persist.

Related Phenomena?
Many perceptions associated with sleep paralysis (visceral buzzing, loud sounds, adrenal mental state, presences, and the paralysis itself) also constitute a common phase in the early progression of episodes referred to as out of body experiences. Mental focus varies between the two conditions; paralysis sufferers tend to fixate on reestablishing operation of the body, whereas subjects of out-of-body episodes are more occupied by perceived non-equivalence with the body.

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FANTASY STORY

I absolutely love imagination and I'm a kind of person who always use my imagination in my life. I love imagine something, and definitely.. I love fantasy! I really love reading Fantasy Story, actually I prefer watching to reading it, such as Harry Potter and Percy Jackson. I think J.K. Rowling and Rick Riordan are so great. They could make such beautiful fantasy stories that's so adventuring and extremely awesome! Their imagination were so great and I loved the way they made those kind of fantasy stories! I'm crazy about writing stories too, and I hope I can be a great fantasy author one day! Extremely love fantasy! All fantasy authors are great I think due to the fact that they can make a lot of fantasy creatures such as mermaids, pegasuses, unicorns, and the other creatures

If you are interested in writing story, especially writing fantasy stories, it would be great if you keep practicing your writing. You can write wherever, whenever, and what would you like to write. Just use your imagination and keep working hard. :)

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GOAL REACHED!

If you want to reach something that you wanna reach, you must try to reach it, no matter if it's hard or easy, you just want to reach it and wish that you could reach your dream, because you wanna reach something that's really important for yourself.


After you success in reaching your dream or what you want, I bet you will feel extremely happy and proud of yourself, isn't it? You must feel so happy and confident, believe in yourself because you have done the best for yourself.


I'm proud of myself because I have done the best and shown my best especially to my mother. She had picked me up during the examination and I just felt so sorry if I couldn't make her proud, I couldn't make her happy. Every children's dream is to make their parents happy, I bet all of you who read this especially if you are children will agree with me. You guys want to make your parents happy , aren't you? The biggest dream of a child is to make his/her parents happy, I think.


Finally, I'm so excited. I wasn't really focus on my studying before, definitely when I was studied for my examination. But, I really thanked to God because He have lead me during the examination, and I know He will always lead me forever. I can make my parents proud. I have given the best gift (for her). I graduated from the eighth grade and got rank 2 in my class. That makes me become a confidant and... I absolutely proud of myself.

"You only have to do a very few things right in your life so long as you don't do too many things wrong." - Warren
 
"You will find the key to success under the alarm clock. " - Benjamin Franklin
 
So, Guys... Do the best for your parents and yourself, of course. Because the best about you, will make your parents feel so proud of yourself. I believe that you can make your parents feel glad and do the best for yourself!

Thank you for my friends, especially from the 8th grader. It's so cool to have friends like you guys. Hope we can meet and be good friends - last forever..

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